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𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐𝘩 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝘩𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 '𝑐𝑜𝑠 𝑖'𝑚 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝘩𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔𝘩 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖'𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑎𝑠 𝑖 𝑚𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑢𝑝 𝑤𝑖𝑡𝘩 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 '𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑖'𝑚 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑏𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡
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╳ ‿ ╳ 01:22
𝑇𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑔𝘩 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑌𝑜𝑢'𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑡 𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑒'𝑑 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑀𝑒𝑙𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑇𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑔𝘩 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒
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𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑔𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑠𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝘩𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑏𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑖'𝑚 𝑜𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑟𝑒, 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑓𝑢𝑙𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑤𝑖𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐𝘩 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑖𝑠𝑠 𝑖 𝑠𝑎𝑤 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑜𝑛 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑤𝘩𝑦 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑓𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑚𝑒? 𝑖 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑛𝑎 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑤𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟? 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦
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(Ґ _ Ґ) 01:09
𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑
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𝑖'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑖'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑤𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑠𝑤𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑠𝘩𝑖𝑡, 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝘩 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑏𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑎𝑦 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑢𝑝 𝑎 𝑙𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑙 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑠𝘩𝑖𝑡 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝘩
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𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑡𝘩𝑜𝑢𝑔𝘩 𝑖 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑚𝑝𝑡𝑦 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑒𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡𝘩𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑎 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝘩𝑢𝑡𝑒 𝑤𝘩𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑎𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑡𝘩𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝘩𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑒𝑡

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